Stepping Off

I’ve walked a long way since I first wore my Fitbit on December 27th 2014. 13,992,079 steps, or 6,606.28 miles if you prefer. I can only recall forgetting to put it on once or twice since then, one of those occasions being when Carole and I enjoyed two and a half days walking a section of the South Downs Way. All those unrecorded steps, lost into the ether. More importantly, what a fantastic walk we had!

For a while, My Fitbit was helpful in encouraging me to be more active. For a while. A couple of weeks ago I wrote about my growing discomfort in realising that when I responded to various Fitbit challenges I ended up walking primarily to win the challenge, not to enjoy the walk. At that time I consciously broke a 40 day streak of walking at least 10,000 steps a day, feeling satisfied that I’d noticed my dysfunctional behaviour, and stopped it.

The following two weeks were filled with walking for all the right reasons, and if anything, breaking that streak freed me to walk even further, and enjoy it even more. Sunday morning just gone, as I sat admiring my previous two weeks efforts, it dawned on me that in breaking that streak, I’d not so much broken the pattern of behaviour, just shifted it slightly.

I went on to enjoy a day of Fitbitless hard graft in the garden, and today I’m on my way to Liverpool to attend an event about mental health, minus my Fitbit. I appreciate the initial nudge my 2014 Christmas present provided, and I’ve certainly had my money’s worth from it, but we’re through. I’ll keep walking, blissfully ignorant of precisely how far, and without accumulating any more ‘badges’. The data is no longer helpful.

As an aside I’m left wondering, in a workplace environment where we’re encouraged to gather more and more data, rather than blindly following the herd, should we be asking more questions of each other? Questions like:

  • Why are we collecting this data?
  • What will we use this data for?
  • How long do we need to collect, use, and keep this data?

I used to think it was fine for employers to gather pretty much any data on their workforce. Now, I’m not so sure. Just because we can measure stuff, does it mean we should?

Footnote: I’ve now deleted the app from my phone and asked Fitbit to remove all my data from their systems. No going back. A friend wrote to me saying, ‘I applaud the abandonment of the prison bracelet. The Quantified Self is dead, long live the Qualified Self.’

Gamification and Manipulation

I enjoy walking. I like to walk for the sake of it, as a way of getting from a to b, as a way of keeping fit, as a way of clearing my head, as a way of coming up with ideas.

My relationship with walking was shifted to another level by my friend John Hudson. Towards the end of 2014 John invited me and a few friends to take part in a Runners Week challenge, which I vaguely recall involved a commitment to running at least a mile a day for 30 days. I opted to walk instead of run, and I enjoyed this new found frequency so much, I kept going once the 30 days was done. Carole then got me a Fitbit for Christmas that same year, and on I went. I’m reliably informed that I’ve walked almost 6,500 miles since the beginning of 2015.

A few months after I started using the device, I noticed I was becoming hung up on achieving a daily target of 10,000 steps, and receiving a welcoming Fitbit buzzzz for doing so. If I was short of steps towards the end of the day, I could be found walking round and around the kitchen table. This way I could keep continuous streaks going, and earn badges, and… oh dear. I realised I was forgetting all those things I enjoy about walking, in favour of ‘earning’ of all things, a digital badge. Not even a real badge, what a chump!

Maybe 2015 was my year for this sort of thing, as I also got stuck in what became a rather dull, daily meditation chase the streak, chase the badge rut too. I shook off both of these compulsions, and got back to practicing for the sake of it.

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Fast forward to 2018, and a few weeks ago I accepted another Fitbit challenge, then another, then another. Once again, I found myself enjoying a sense of competition and shared motivation at the beginning of this new cycle, I even won three straight first places in some workweek hustles – woohoo!

Then, one morning last week, I was heading out to collect the car from where I’d left it the previous night about a mile and a half from home. It was a cold day and there were a few hints of light rain in the air. I ended up going right past the car, and enduring a much longer walk as the weather rapidly deteriorated. About half way around Beddington Park it dawned on my increasingly wet, cold, miserable self that at least in 2015 I’d had the good sense to stay indoors and clock up the miles in the kitchen! And so it was, that after 40 consecutive days of at least 10,000 steps a day (totalling 273 miles – we can’t forget those eh?!), I stepped off this latest human hamster wheel.

Maybe I’m just not very good at this stuff, but it strikes me that if I am not careful, when I’m subjected to gamification, I’m distracted from the important stuff, and I end up chasing the game. I worry about how gamification manipulates and affects us when we’re working and learning. Don’t get me wrong, I love to play, but I prefer to do it for its own sake. How about you?

Experiments in Wellbeing – Step by Step

How would you feel if your employer offered you a FitBit? Not as a means of gathering data about you, or seeking to monitor you, but simply as an invitation for you to explore the concept of physical wellbeing in more detail.

This was one of a number of lines of enquiry John Sumser and I pursued in a recent conversation on wellbeing – which has led me to write this post.

Being Active Is Important

I’ve always considered myself to be reasonably active, getting out and about matters to me. In the past I’ve cycled a lot and run a bit. Currently I walk a fair bit, and cycle occasionally. I enjoy my walks – whether they are to and from the station, or further afield, for me they are useful not only for the physical exercise, but also for the time to think. Often, rather than trying to carve out time in a busy schedule specifically for walking, I try to integrate my walks into my day, particularly during the week. Over the past couple of months, I’ve been paying a lot more attention to my walking, and here is some of what I’ve learned so far.

Getting Into A Habit

Last November I joined up with a small group of people based in the USA to take part in Runner’s Week Run Streak, or #RWRunStreak for short. Thankfully for the eyeballs and sanity of my neighbours, this was a challenge to take part in regular exercise rather than a commitment to run naked down the street every day. *Shudder* The idea was to commit to running at least a mile a day, every day between Thanksgiving (November 27th) and New Year’s Day. I opted to walk rather than run, and despite having manflu for a few days in December, I got the job done, covering 111.1 miles over the duration of the challenge. It took discipline to get out each and every day, I enjoyed doing this, and the motivation of knowing other friends were taking part helped a lot too. You can read more about how I experienced the challenge here.

Data Data Everywhere

Part way through #RWRunStreak I began to find the process of logging all my distances a bit tedious. I was using an app called Strava, which although it records data very well, you need to remember to switch it on before you start your exercise, then off at the end, and sync it. I wanted something which made gathering the data easier, so I asked Santa for a FitBit. He duly obliged, so on December 27th I charged up my new FitBit and put it on. I’ve now accumulated a months worth of data so I thought I’d share a few things with you.

FitBit Data 27 Dec 26 Jan

I use a FitBit Flex – this particular model does not measure going up and down steps, which is why ‘floors’ shows as 0 on the chart. I’m also not currently entering any data about what I eat, or how much water I drink (though I am definitely drinking more water) so the calories count is a best guess by the software, and I am currently ignoring that too. As you can see, I’ve notched up over 150 miles in a calendar month. That distance really surprised me, I thought the 111.1 miles I covered during #RWRunStreak was a lot, and I had anticipated taking a break, not going further.

FitBit Sleep Data

You can log data about your sleep with this FitBit – tapping in when you go to bed, and tapping out when you wake up. It is supposed to log sleep, and any periods of being awake and restless during the night too. So far, I’d give it about 4/10 for accuracy in the awake/restless department. You can log your weight – either manually or via wifi scales, you can input nutritional information and you can keep note of specific exercise activities too. I’m currently just scratching the surface.

What’s Good?

The FitBit Flex is unobtrusive – I don’t know I am wearing it. It’s easy to use – you just put it on your wrist and apart from remembering to charge it every few days – that’s it. If you are interested in logging your sleep and you forget to tap in and out, you can manually input the timings later. I feel a little fitter, and more motivated – and I am getting better at sequencing and prioritising stuff. I’ve noticed that as I walk more regularly – I pay attention to the little things. Nerd alert – how I do up my shoes matters much more now than before. Tight enough to be comfortable over a reasonable distance, not too tight to pinch. I used to walk at a considerable pace, over 4 miles per hour. I’ve slowed down a little – focussing more on feeling comfortable rather than hot footing it from A to B, and I have thought much more about my posture, and eased into a more relaxed way of walking. As well as taking ideas for a walk – something I’ve done for years, sometimes I am just walking, with as clear a head as possible. A more meditative approach perhaps?

What’s Not So Good

When it comes out of the box, the FitBit is set to give you a congratulatory buzz on completing a daily target of 10,000 steps. I’ve noticed myself paying too much attention to that – on a few occasions when I’ve found myself close to 10,000 at the end of the day, I’ve gone for a short walk round and round the kitchen to make the target. And there are badges handed out too, both for specific and accumulated distances. Nice, shiny badges. It’s interesting how I’m allowing myself to be gamed – who is in charge here? I have also joined a FitBit group, something I chose to do as part of looking at how to maintain motivation, a bit like how our small group interacted in the #RWRunStreak. I knew everyone in the #RWRunStreak group well, and we encouraged one another, whereas I know hardly anyone in this larger group, and I seem to be currently using it competitively rather than cooperatively. What is my motivation?

Uses At Work

If you Google ‘wellbeing at work’ you’ll find tons of stuff that links the two subjects. For example, This ACAS report published in 2012 states that:

The key factors that can determine whether workers will have a positive or negative relationship with work are:

the relationships between line managers and employees
whether employees are involved in organisational issues and decisions
job design
availability and acceptability of flexible working
awareness of occupational health issues

The report recognises that wellbeing is something employees and employers share responsibility for, and though a lot of the published research talks about the productivity benefits for the business of having healthy employees – I haven’t yet found anything that speaks of the human benefits. I think it is worth reusing a piece from a recent New York Times article, which despite referencing a study showing benefits of regular lunch break walks, also noted:

…tellingly, many said that they anticipated being unable to continue walking after the experiment ended and a few (not counted in the final tally of volunteers) had had to drop out midway through the program. The primary impediment to their walking, Dr. Thogersen-Ntoumani said, had been “that they were expected by management to work through lunch,”

This says to me that wellbeing is OK as long as we can derive productivity benefits for the business, but we’re much less keen on reciprocally doing the right thing for people.

I would be interested to see what we could learn from employers optionally offering their employees devices such as a FitBit, in order to encourage more physical activity. Care would need to be taken to ensure this wasn’t seen as ‘nanny state/big brother’ behaviour, so I don’t think it would help if the employer then tried to gather any direct data from people using these devices. But, if the employer simply made the offer and left people to get on with it, then based on my experience so far, some genuinely mutual benefit could arise. As always – it’s less about the tech, so much more about the behaviour.

In summary – two months into taking more regular exercise, I feel fitter, more motivated, and even a little more productive in my work. I also feel conflicted about motivation, given my responses to the gamification elements of the tech.

Next time I write on this subject, I will focus more specifically on my current experiences with mental wellbeing.